Erectiel dysfunction and suicide- it is serious and it needs solution

Erectile dysfunction is something that affects a lot of people. This is my story and I want to tell you how erectile dysfunction made my life a living hell.

Here is my story for you
When I was 16 I noticed something weird with my penis. I had a girlfriend at that time and she was really into me. But as we grew more towards a proper relationship she wanted more than just touching hands in public. This is when she asked me formally to have sex with her.

But there was something strongly odd in me that I could not tell my girlfriend. When I I woke up in the morning I saw that my hard ons were not proper during masturbation. Then I stop getting morning hard as a whole. This was the first real sign which made me think that something was wrong with me. Over the period of next 12 months things were starting to get progressively worse. Masturbation and sex became increasingly difficult for me and my girlfriend was finding it hard.

At the same time I was having a lot of issues with my body image. This is also the reason why I started being more and more conscious of my performance in bed with my girlfriend. There were times when she used to compare me with her ex boyfriends and tell me that my performance level was nowhere closer. When I heard these hurtful comments from my girlfriend it really made me think about my issues.

Erectile dysfunction was not starting to leave me alone
This started continuing for a long month and I also started feeling a lot more depressed than usual. It was conflicting with my body issues and at the same time I was having suicidal thoughts. It only happened when my girlfriend started laughing at me once we were having sex and I couldn't perform really well. It was the first time that I realised that there was something really wrong with me.

Erectile dysfunction is something which can even mess with your head all the time. It was really becoming stressful of me to keep up with my day-to-day work and at the same time please my girlfriend. I was only 16 at that point of time. There was no sexual advice that I got from my seniors and also at the same time I will be left all alone in the dark. I felt like every single day my ground was shifting away from my feet.

The moment I stopped stimulating my penis my hard on would go soft. This was becoming a prominent issue for me every single day of my life. This is when I started thinking that my love life is going to be zero right from now. I also had a lot of suicidal thoughts at the same time.

It was snatching my will to live everyday
I was suffering from anxiety issues and depression and it is causing me for termite relief and even more work pressure from my workplace. My friends and my colleagues were starting to realise that there was something really wrong with me. One of my best friends came and asked me if something was really going out of the line because I was not in control of myself. Previously I thought that there was nobody I felt I could turn to. Erectile dysfunction is something which is a cause of embarrassment to tell my school friends.

If I saw myself talking with my work friends as well then they are going to make me a bit of a joke. They would have roasted me and instead I bantered about my life like everyone else. This is the time I realise that my girlfriend was keeping proper tabs on me and she tried to help me with all the notions of erectile dysfunction. I started to realise that I had a gorgeous angel watching over me. My girlfriend, even though she was really sweet to me right from the start, started making jokes about my erectile dysfunction.

This was a cause of issue because she was the only person I could trust at that point of time. It was the 13th of december and I was going to my friend's birthday party with my girlfriend when everything started getting out of control. We had a huge find regarding my erectile dysfunction and she told me that she is going to tell about this embarrassment to everyone present in the party.

I just really felt embarrassed and I asked her to keep her mouth shut at that point of time. It was driving me crazy and I screamed at her that she shouldn't do something that might influence me from my normal behaviour. She started laughing at me like she used to laugh at my broken penis and this is when I lost control and went straight to the balcony to jump.

She left the room without handling the expenses of my depression and suicidal thoughts at that point of time. She wanted to feel and be left alone and she told me that she was going to break up with me the next day I came to her home. I was feeling deranged and lonely at the same time and this is when I started thinking that if I jumped right from the balcony no one is going to know about my existence anymore.

This is when I stopped myself and asked that for whom I was doing all the work. I started making and started understanding the fact that my erectile dysfunction is completely curable and if I follow a proper guideline and check up with my doctor then it is going to be cured properly.

The turning point of my life
I took a step back from the balcony and made my way to the doctors chamber right through starting my gas engine of the car. I went to my doctors chamber and I sat there for hours and hours while I waited for him to check up with his old patient. When he came to the room I started crying and I told him that I was suffering from erectile dysfunction. He took the initiative to offer me a glass of water and told me that this is something that most indian men have to worry about during their twenties or sometimes even when they are just hitting their puberty. I asked my doctor if it is something that can be curable with proper medication and he said that it is.

Erectile dysfunction happens to a lot of people and it is something which you should not be ashamed about. A lot of people find it hard to find therapy and mind control when they have infuriating levels with discomfort and depression at the same time. It happens because the male ego in our society has been chambered in such a way that it becomes hard for us to let ourselves go and tell our problems to some stranger.

A lot of indian men find it completely difficult to cope up with their erectile dysfunction at the same time. It was the same thing which was happening with me as well. The depression and the suicidal thoughts came from the understanding that my erectile dysfunction was not curable.

Erectile dysfunction is extremely common in occurrence
My doctor said that erectile dysfunction is extremely common with men and it happens during a proper period of time due to low projection of testosterone. Depression which is caused by ed is also curable. Depression is an illness which is marked by a persistent sadness or feelings of hopelessness and a pessimistic outlook towards life. Some of the major symptoms of depression that can happen due to erectile dysfunction is having a low self-esteem and also loss of interest in informally pleasurable activity.

How to identify depression from men suffering from ED?
Depression affects the way through which we are treated in life. People who are not depressed can pull themselves together and get better in no time. But those who are suffering from depression due to airtel dysfunction can find it difficult for them to find the appropriate treatment that can help them to get back on track. If you're saying that you are depressed then you don't have to suffer in silence anymore.

Erectile dysfunction is extremely common and you are facing it then you need to go and tell your doctor or how you are feeling so that you can start feeling yourself again. There is no single test that can diagnose depression however there are various patterns in you which can be identified right from your doctor's point of view. In order to make the diagnosis ready, popular and successful your doctor will ask you a variety and several types of questions that are related to your erectile dysfunction.

Methods that helps you go through all the way
There are cognitive methods your doctor will prescribe to you and from which they can understand that you are suffering from depression due to erectile dysfunction. Treating your depression due to erectile dysfunction can be done with the help of a lot of different drugs.

Cenforce 200 mg is such a drug that can help you to manage your erectile dysfunction and even help you to work through your depression levels. Another therapy which is really good for your depression and mental health is a talking therapy with your doctor. In today's world the technological advances are really progressing at a speed of light. You don't have to be at your doctor's chamber and take their appointment anymore for your talk therapy.

You can be at your home and right at your place and consult all the professionals to get you the help and identified through the work issues related to your depression. There are various types of top therapies which include couple talk therapies and individual therapies or even group therapies that help you to know that there are similar people suffering from the same condition.

If you go to a group therapy then it will become easier for you to understand that you are not the only person who is suffering from erectile dysfunction. Erectile dysfunction can even cause you to have a chirpy mood and at the same time even cause you to less manage your stress levels. It is important for you to be less stressed about the activities and performance that you might have with someone you are sexually attracted with.

I’m cured, you can be too
Erectile dysfunction is completely treatable and it can help you to understand that it is not something gravely wrong with you. If you really want to talk to anybody who has a proper licence and can consult you to get the best of help then you should go and talk to them right now.

My erectile dysfunction was an inconvenience in my life and it was hampering a lot of self issues and self esteem at the same time. I was suffering from depression and anxiety or even panic attacks at the same time because it was channeling through my brain and right into my thought process. If you talk about your erectile dysfunction with someone then the doctors will find the best solution for you and the best treatment which is out there that can help you to be confident again.

A lot of people who have erectile dysfunction had implants put in their penis that are located right beside the nut sack. Erectile dysfunction is something which comes on and it should not be a cause of this stress in your life. If you have a strong partner whose mental capacity is there to be present with you and help you through your toughest time like how my wife has helped me, everything is going to be all right for you.

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